This week I haven't felt all that bad... I was Eating, Sleeping and Taking Kids To School! But I have to say my spirits are low... I keep telling myself that this is totally normal! How can someone with Cancer and going through Chemo always be in good spirits? So I decided to write down what I wished for maybe this will make me feel better....
I wish that sometimes...
1. People did not look at me funny!
2. That I could touch my head in the shower... When I wash my head I do it very quickly because it still feels weird to me!
3. I could taste flavorful food.
4. I did not have sleeping problems.
5. I did not gain weight! I thought for sure I'd loose but the steroid makes me retain water and want FATING FOOD!
6. I could get up in the morning feeling like I want to face the children.
7. I could stand Noise.
8. I could concentrate
I wish that sometimes...
1. People did not look at me funny!
2. That I could touch my head in the shower... When I wash my head I do it very quickly because it still feels weird to me!
3. I could taste flavorful food.
4. I did not have sleeping problems.
5. I did not gain weight! I thought for sure I'd loose but the steroid makes me retain water and want FATING FOOD!
6. I could get up in the morning feeling like I want to face the children.
7. I could stand Noise.
8. I could concentrate
9. I could get use to the WIG
10. April 3 would get here! This will be my Last Chemo Treatment
This is it... not much more that I would wish for. This will pass I know. I just don't have the energy to do what it takes to be like I want to be.
10. April 3 would get here! This will be my Last Chemo Treatment
This is it... not much more that I would wish for. This will pass I know. I just don't have the energy to do what it takes to be like I want to be.
2 comments:
You are so brave. Anytime you are up for flavorful food, you know who to call! We'll have to map out our dining destination for after our "girls day out/chemo" on Friday!
Reading your list just made me tear up!!!! All those little things that we sure do take for granted. I can tell you that your experience is really making me appreciate all I have. Thank you for that gift. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!!
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