Season 5 / 5 years ago I was diagnosed

5 years ago I was told my life would be on hold for quite a while...

This picture was taken almost 5 years ago.  After my 1st chemo treatment 14 days to be exact... my hair began falling out... This changed my life forever...


I had a hard time back then watching anything related to Breast Cancer because I was living it....
This episode brings back memories but now I can say.. this too has passed and I appreciate every minute of my life now!

Lovely clip of a dancer supporting a breast cancer fighter.  Brings tears to my eyes every time I watch...

Breast Cancer Supporter~so you think you can dance season 5(click)

4 Years ago... just looking back... remembering how good I have it now

TUESDAY, JULY 21, 2009

Taking in 100% Oxygen!

I will always be grateful for my life now!   It is still challenging and lots of different trials but I am so glad to be alive and doing so much better.  I just cant explain how I feel about life and how I see things so differently.  I talk to so many women who are going though the exact experience as I did and I have compassion and pure love for them.  

Grateful, Grateful, Grateful.

This is my 9th time doing the Hyperbaric Oxygen Therapy. I can say I'm just now getting use to it.... The 1st day I didn't think I would last! It takes about 3 hours once I arrive at the hospital and approx 2hours 25 Min's in the Oxygen Chamber! I'm beginning to see a little improvement in the skin where it was radiated and so badly burned. My plastic surgeon saw me today and would like for me to complete 10 more sessions. Oh Man! This is no fun. Everyday I get up and have to drop off my kids somewhere and then I head to the hospital. My day is gone before I know it! My hopes are that my skin will respond and soak up 100% of this pure oxygen that is given to me. It is suppose to bring blood supply to the areas that no longer have enough for healing... So with that said I'm still not out of the daily doctor grin yet! I will meet with my Radiologist in a few weeks, have a PET scan in August and hopefully reconstruction by the end of the year. The daily tamoxifen I'm taking hasn't had to much side effects on me. Except I feel like I'm a 60 year old women who went through menopause (if you know what I mean) Not fun! But what else do you do? Everyday I wonder what would happen if I didn't take that tiny white pill but then I realize that this is not a question for me to be asking. So tomorrows another day same thing as today just one step closer to healing....Love to all of you...

Pet Scan Approved by Insurance and a clear report!

I had a Pet Scan 2 weeks ago... This is the Radio Active Dye that is given before the test/scan is done.  This is my 4th time having the test!  Some how I have been "approved" for this test.  Pure Miracle in my opinion.  Many insurance companies want a post cancer patient to have "symptoms" before getting another Pet Scan.  Very confusing and doesn't at all make sense.  I just have an incredible oncologist that doesn't take No for and answer.  With that being said.... I'm C L E A R!!!!  Just 100% blessing and I will say I truly  am the Blessed One! I am blessed to feel good.  I am blessed to be Cancer Free!  4 Years Every One 4 Years!

xoxo love to you....

Do Fertility Drugs increase your Breast Cancer Risk?

Could my 8 years of trying to have children and years of fertility drugs have some link to me getting
 Breast Cancer Stage 3B!  Reports say Fertility Drugs are not linked but I will always wonder....

Mexico Trip 2013

IT'S BEEN 3 YEARS SINCE OUR LAST TRIP TO A BEAUTIFUL PLACE THAT WE CALL ROCKY POINT,,,, APPROX 3 HOURS AWAY FROM GILBERT, AZ ... WE DECIDED TO GO WITH OUR FRIENDS AND FAMILY THIS YEAR.... GREAT MEMORIES GREAT FUN.

A lot has happened in 3 years with my multiple surgeries and Maya's hip surgeries.  It was so nice to relax, and enjoy time with the children and family/friends.

 Now that Maya has completed her hip surgery... She is able to get on a horse without any pain or discomfort.  Before surgery she could hardly open her legs to straddle a tricycle  That made all the surgeries and pain and doctor visits worth it for me!  She was so happy!

 Drake was the "man"  loved riding the jet ski and did not want to get off. The water is so different from the Pacific Ocean... Warm and inviting...Never want to leave the beach!

 My little sister Leslie... got a Mango on a stick with a splash of lime... These were a hit for everyone!  We bought them every day  2 for 5 bucks!!!

 Maya and Mitch just hanging on the beach trying to boggie board.  Some days the waves were so calm and other days were a bit scary to go out in  with the current!!!

 As you can see Ethen got the 2 mangos  for 5 bucks for him self!

 The 3 stooges!  Ethen, Cole & Grant (my darling nephews)

 At times Maya would run up from the beach and jump in the pool!  How nice is that?  2 in 1... A beach and a pool.. Doesn't get much better!!!!!

 Everyday Ethen would snorkel!  He found an Octopus, Sting Ray and lots of creatures in the water... I was to scared to do this!

 Ethen & Mitch on the jet ski .... & me and my hat I bought on the beach!...
 Great Vacation, Great Memories, Great Friends and Family

My Support... could'nt have done it without them!

I've said it a thousand times.  I could NOT have gotten through my journey with Breast Cancer without my support system.. they kept me going and "did the thinking" for me!  

This is a life changing experience and I believe to get through your dark days you need someone to be there for you.


Click link below to watch video!

My Support 

I GET IT

I HAVE A BLESSED OPPORTUNITY TO HELP WOMEN WHO ARE GOING THROUGH THIS STUPID DISEASE...  Breast Cancer

 DURING THE WEEK I TALK TO THEM ABOUT WHAT THEY ARE GOING THROUGH or ABOUT TO GO THROUGH...  I FIND MYSELF SAYING ALL THE TIME..

"I GET IT,  THAT IS NORMAL OR I UNDERSTAND..."

 AND I DO!   CANCER DOES AFFECT EVERYONE DIFFERENTLY BUT IN THE END IT IS SO NICE TO HAVE SOMEONE ELSE SAY THEY GET IT!
 
AS I'M TALKING TO THESE WOMEN I'M ENVISIONING HOW THEY LOOK AND I GO BACK TO HOW I LOOKED.    MY MEMORY OF THIS PICTURE IS SO VIVID BECAUSE DEEP DOWN I DID NOT FIND GOOD THAT DAY.

I KNOW WHEN I TELL THESE WOMEN WHO ARE SUFFERING THAT THIS WILL PASS AND THEIR MENTAL STATE WILL GET BETTER AND THEIR HAIR WILL GROW ETC...
IT'S HARD TO COMPREHEND
BUT IT WILL PASS!
 I PROMISE